I was there the whole time, but I'm still not quite sure how I went from "I could never do that" to "I have to do this."

I have toyed with my interest in spanking and submission - exploring it, suppressing it, ignoring it. I have learned that this is a part of me that I cannot ignore or reason away. I am undeniably a submissive, just as I am undeniably a woman and undeniably a nerd.

After years of reading, I started to write back. Much to my surprise, I found I had a lot to say on the subject. I write as a way to explore parts of myself that can't be explored in casual conversation and to explore fantasies which are easier and safer to approach in the realm of fiction.